Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Online Friendship

Friendship is priceless. Good camaraderie is a treasure, with a price no one couldn't afford. It requires trust, which is hard to earn yet easy to break.


Being a member of Otakuzone.com gave me wonderful memories and introduced me to spectacular friendships. In my real life, away from the perfect realm of the web, I've been hurt by friends a dozen times. I already experienced being insulted, back-stabbed, and destroyed under the false shelter of people whom I thought we're real friends. As I paved my way to the arduous and uncertain journey of life, I encountered a lot of dilemmas that threatened to break myself into pieces. Family problems, school frustrations and friendship matters. It's like the world is turning against you and no one could help you. It also seemed that all the doors for me are locked back then. I really felt alone, helpless and agony made me into a person the world didn't even expect me to be. But despite these hardships, my OtakuZone friends stood with me all the way. They never left me unlike those people who'll just leave you hanging in mid-air when they don't need you anymore. They flooded me with sanguine words and managed me to smile in front of my computer like a delirious person. I felt loved and cared for. I felt the connection, even though we're seas apart. Compared to my friends in real life, my cyber friends are more important to me. Yes, i don't know them in person but they appreciated me for who I am. They never did anything mean to me, they showed me the ideal friendship I've been longing for all along. No matter how strong and unaffected i made myself look, i'm so fragile inside.


I know i sound weird, but this is what I really feel. i don't care if all humanity will laugh at me for writing this. i just want to be honest.. ;)


Leaunar, Kass, Hakurai, 28, Sakura, Spirit, Azurelia, Shugo, Virus, Oreo, Aesie, Soullesz, Haruishida, Shirai, Leonado, Saruyaki, Noroko, Johny, Devihyuga, Tsuki, Yen, Paige, Ranzie, Bleed, Flash, Shard, Amnael, Janice, Lenatsukimori, Usuimisaki, Amemaru, Achoo, Nappy, Emokidd, Aliendiversity, Snoopy, Cross, BlackHaru, Babe, Usama, Seie, Dzephiris, CHEEZZZ, Thalia, Lothlen, HiroHoshisuka, Calvin, Shonen, Lextaku, Myross, KawaiiHikaru, JinKazama and Jessica:

Thank you very much! Aishiteru..ILOVEYOUGUYS. Keep rockin'! ;))

-27zchan27

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